I can't not talk about it. I tried!

[maystone]

I was on the road almost all day. I haven't checked LJ or my political blogs since 7AM, and I didn't get to turn on the news until 7PM. I've been in election limbo all day but still encompassed by a miasma of anxiety. I had a doctor appointment this afternoon to go over my meds and to check my blood pressure. While the nurse was strapping on the pressure cuff, I told her it was going to be high. She wanted to know why, and I reminded her that I was American. She burst out laughing.

I had to turn CNN off about 10 minutes after I started watching because the early, early returns were so bad. I. Couldn't. Deal. Who am I kidding? I still can't.

I'm rambling. I am so very, very, very tired, too. Not much sleep again last night, and as I said, I was on the go with only three 20 minute breaks all day. My whole body is thrumming, but there is no way I'm getting any sleep until much later.

Now excuse me while I scream into my pillow for a bit.